Fail.

Fail -to disapoint the expectations, to miss performing an expected service or function, to be deficient in, to leave undone, to be unsuccessful in passing.


So ive recently been going through quit a bit in my life. Not the worst time of my life of course but definatly had some ups and downs. with school,men,friends,ex friends, etc. When you fail at something .....wether it be school or relationships it sucks. recenetly i feel like i failed a lot. a couple classes. which isnt like me. in the least bit. and with that fail i failed myself, and with that fail i fail the many people who always say " you can do it!" " we know you can you always do!" . Im not sure why im writting about this to be honest i dont liek the idea of feeling sorry for myself. Ive always said if you want something bad enough you can get it. But shit. i wanted to do well and i tried my best with the resources i have yet still.

But neverthelessi guess its time to brush of the dirt get off the ground and figure out how to patch things up. Goals. I gotta get my shit together. I HAVE to get my car a license. find a temporary job until summer. Get my grades back up next semester. get out of this small community college that ive attended for going on three years.

Growing up isnt easy. But thatll be my next blog. till later readers.

keep the peacee